My Suffering is Because Pawaw Was a Womanizer

My Suffering is Because Pawaw Was a Womanizer

Now it’s up to me to heal generational trauma. Right after waking up this morning, my first thought was of my Pawpaw. I have not thought about him in over 10 years. He died when I was a kid. And whenever he was brought up, my mom would be distraught. So I have not...
What Does Depression Feel Like?

What Does Depression Feel Like?

Depression does not necessarily mean that you feel sad. When I got diagnosed with Depression, I remember thinking, “That has to be wrong.” Shocked at the diagnosis, I told the therapist, “But I’m not sad.” I looked down at the notebook in my hands, full of lists of...
Moments That Trigger Childhood Sorrow

Moments That Trigger Childhood Sorrow

When witnessing a normal experience triggers big unresolved feelings. The thing about childhood trauma is that out of nowhere, something can trigger memories and sorrow.I’m at my son’s soccer game. I am healing my inner child simply by showing up for him, because my...
What is Wrong with Me?

What is Wrong with Me?

When my peers turned 18, they did things like get a piercing or buy a pack of cigarettes. When I turned 18, I got a psychological evaluation. I knew something was wrong with me for a long time. But I didn’t have anyone to help me figure out what that was. So when I...